I’m back to having the obsession with being skinny it’s not funny anymore.

I feel fucking insecure. Honestly, idek which mirror or reflection tells me the truth. I want to hide my fugly legs from the world and conceal them forever with my jeans. However, I don’t think I look good in my jeans either because my thighs are gi-fucking-normous; & I wouldn’t stop till I get the ideal thighs I want. So what if I’ve the ideal weight for most girls but still look fat..

I’m nowhere near skinny.